Never beating the insecurity allegations are you? I don’t know what I did to trigger you but this whole conversation is really sad. The “Reddit level insult” projection is extra sad since I come to this site over Reddit to get away from people like you.
In my personal life I have a lot of health issues (mostly autoimmune diseases) that cause me a lot of pain through out the day. It’s inescapable too so its really hard to cope. Sometimes it’s tolerable other times I’m in a black hole of pain and suffering. But it’s actually heart warming to know despite all my struggles that I’ll never be even half as lonely and miserable as you.